The Hardest Part

Not being able to sleep is the most commonest and the most habitual problem pertaining in the world, but not trying to sleep and trying to make something good out of the time is simply just worthless, and above that if you are feeling damn sleepy then the matters goes just out of your hands. its not that sleeping is a utmost necessary part of your life, but it is one of the most crucial and unavoidable part too. sometimes i feel that in this never ever stopping world, where everyone is in the hurry of getting somewhere, to someplace, as fast as possible, avoiding all sorts of heckles, hassles so to add some extra time to the most desired and accepted part of life.. the comfort... to live a life which is full of mechanical and electrical components helping each and every second to provide the human being the best form of survival.
Assume you are in a moment where the life has stopped, all the thought process has ceased... the continuous sound of the eloping world of which you have become so used too has lost his voice and you can now just hear your breathe, your blood traveling across all the borders of the vessels.... even the movement of the eye's sound is now baffling you... the only thing that is can make your body placid is the alarm of no activity, that is, trying to put your red cells not to hurt you anymore, for that to happen, you have to breathe less, for that you have to make each and every part of your body as relaxed as possible, soon your eyes tend to curl-up themselves as they are trying to have a nice cuddle with the lashes... the muscles are now have to perform a different role which they are otherwise obliged to do... they are trying not to stickup and try to remain in the position as they are in... which is hard to do as slowly they are loosing the grip over each other.... trying to defy the universal force of nature.. the gravity... the rhythmic sound of the heart pounding has now changed into a short poem by your favorite poet, which keeps on repeating with the utmost melodious tune possible.... and finally......after all this.. soon the moment gets over.... the cruel world again barges into.... rupturing all the quietness and peacefulness of mind... thrusting your eyes to roll back into the position, threating your heart to pump as fast as possible, diddering your muscles to hold on and blast like and rocket engine.... this is when you find the hardest part of your life, where you want to live into the moment to indefinite time and the system around you always plunges into.. to put and end...